Friday, November 8, 2013

My Poor Baby

As a mother there is nothing harder than seeing your child in pain. Wishing you could take it away or be the one to endure it, but knowing you can’t is probably one of the most difficult things to navigate.

When I was 38  weeks pregnant, I took a tumble down some stairs and ended up needing “trauma monitoring” to ensure that all was still well with Lucas. Luckily things were still on track and there was no trauma to the placenta or the baby. During the exam however, the technician noticed that Lucas’ left kidney was enlarged. Through further review by the doctor they determined that Lucas had hydronephrosis. The doctor assured me that while it was considered to be a severe case,  it wasn’t anything to be worried about, but that Lucas would require an ultrasound at two weeks to see if there was any change.

When his follow up appointment showed that he did in fact still have a severe case, we were scheduled for testing at Children’s Hospital on October 3rd. This first round of testing was so the doctor could monitor the flow of his urine through his kidneys. When we arrived we headed into radiology for the test. The room was cold and dark with a huge CT scanning machine. The nurse came in and explained the procedure to us. Lucas was then put into a johnny and laid on the table. The nursing assistant held him down while the doctor inserted a catheter. I couldn’t help but sob as I watched my baby squirm and  cry in discomfort. There was nothing I could do. For the next hour I held his hands and whispered in his ear that everything would be okay. No matter how upset or scared I was, I needed to reassure my son that all was ok.
After the test was over we met with Dr. Diamond, Lucas’ urologist who informed us that while the urine was traveling through his kidney there appeared to be a blockage somewhere along the way. He told us that in most cases these early blockages work themselves out in time with the growth of the baby. Hydronephrosis is much more common in little boys as their penis can become kinked in uetero causing a blockage, additionally he told us it could very well be that he just has a “baggy” kidney and the urine was getting stuck in the folds. In both cases he would be fine. He went on to tell us that there could potentially be a large problem, if the blockage was severe enough, if there was urine reflux back into the kidney or if he was losing functionality. Given that Lucas was just a month old the doctor wanted to give it another four weeks to see if any growth would help resolve the problem. We were given a prescription for amoxicillin to prevent any sort of infection while we waited for our next follow up.
On November 1st we went back to Children’s Hospital for more extensive testing. The first test they performed on him was called a MAG3 test. The inserted a radioactive isotope into his blood stream through an IV. Watching the nurse try to find a vein on my son’s tiny little hands was heartbreaking. I couldn’t even watch when she finally found one and inserted the needle. The isotope can be seen on a neuclear reading machine. During this fifteen minute portion they watch the flow of the isotope to determine where the blockage is and how severe it might be. The results of this determine whether or not his case warrants further testing. We were assure by the nurse that roughly 95% of these tests come back requiring more information. Sure enough Lucas needed the next portion. For the next 45 minutes a substance known as Lasix travels through his system to his kidneys and basically causes them to contract and force out any remaining urine. How long it takes for this process to complete shows how severe his case truly is. When this process was complete we were once again sent to meet with Dr. Diamond to hear his results.

Dr. Diamond told us we had good news and bad news. The good news being that so far Lucas’ kidneys are functioning right near the 50/50 split they are supposed to. His right kidney has 54% functionality and his left has 46% so at this point there is no worry about kidney failure. The bad news is the ideal amount of time for a kidney to empty on Lasix is between 5-10 minutes. Anything over 15 minutes is considered abnormal and anything over 20 is serious. It took Lucas’ kidney 38 minutes to empty. Given that result Dr. Diamond told us that more than likely he will need surgery to remove whatever is causing the blockage. Because he is so little the rest of his organs haven’t matured to where they should be to safely receive anesthesia we need to wait another 6 months. During that time Lucas will continue to be on an antibiotic. At the end of the six months, in May, we will go back to Children’s again and re-do the MAG3 and Lasix testing. If, at that time the results are the same, or God forbid worse; or he’s lost more than 10% of his kidney function we will need to schedule him for surgery. While there is still a chance he could outgrow it, Dr. Diamond did not seem hopeful that would be the case. Brian asked him how serious of a surgery it is and we were told that it’s a “pretty significant” surgery and that it would require an incision (no lapriscopic option) and a fairly lengthy recovery. The last thing any mother wants to hear or think about is her baby needing surgery.
While these visits and tests were traumatic to me (I know to some that may seem over the top) I know Lucas will never remember them. I also know it could be worse. I can’t tell you how many families we saw that day with their far sicker children. I thank my lucky stars that this is all we are dealing with. Over the next six months we have been instructed to keep our eye on him, to watch for any signs of pain to the stomach when touched, a fever over 100.4 and/or any other “unusual” activity. So far, our little guy has been his happy, silly self and we couldn’t ask for any more!!

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