Then yesterday I ran into a girlfriend of mine at the gym.
She introduced me to her workout partner as a “new mom and figure competitor” –
I waited for that look, the one that
said “yea right, no way she’s a competitor” but instead was met with “HOLY
CRAP! How old is your baby?” And when I told her L is only 3 months she was
dumbfounded. She said she would never have known I just had a baby. That I look
amazing and should be proud of the retained muscle tone (no matter how small)!
Even though my husband and my friends have been saying these things to me for
weeks hearing it from a complete stranger was a definite confidence booster! After
I completed my workout I went and stood in front of the mirror in the locker
room. I tried to see what she saw and just couldn’t do it. Regardless I took
two pictures of myself, one from the front and one from the side. I told you
guys I was going to be honest with my progress and keep you up to date so that’s
what I was doing. After I’d packed my bag I decided to look at the photos and
couldn’t believe what I saw. In all honesty I was shocked that it was me. What
I saw in the mirror and what that picture showed were two entirely different
people. I saw a frumpy, flabby, toneless, tired woman and the picture showed a
tight, toned, athletic body. While it may sound conceited, I am PROUD of that
picture! I know I still have a LONG way to go before I can even think about hitting
the stage, I now know that I’m starting at a good place. I don’t have nearly as
far to go as I once thought. If I continue to follow my coach’s program I have
no doubt at all that June is a very feasible goal!
I can’t wait to see what changes come over the next 6 months
in both my mind and body. I am anxious for the end result, but like my
pregnancy I am going to try and enjoy every step of the progress. You can’t fully
appreciate the end unless you’ve truly lived
the journey!
Here I am boys &
girls
3 months postpartum!
3 months postpartum!
Starting weight: 137
Stage weight: 119
Pounds to go: 18
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